These are early days as someone who is a "cancer sufferer" and thoughts about what ails me are only now starting to hit home. I've been in a state of numb apathy since this whole fiasco began. But now a sober realization of this new reality is taking hold and what are my options? Adventure or Ordeal? I read something a few weeks ago that said the difference between the two is attitude. How does one get to keep an adventurous attitude through something like this?